BP Day 9: "Die! Die! Die!"

Im not turning into a psycho ok?!

I slept better last night. Slept at 8pm and woke up some time early morning, but I was able to get my sleep back. But! I woke up because I felt a freaking cockroach was creeping to my face. WTF!?!?!?!?! I immediately flicked it off, turned on the lights and got my slippers and was so pissed and killed the little bastard. damn! then i lost my sleep again. I dont get it, my room is clean, no food in sight, but a cockroach?! the whole construction thing must have disrupted their ecosystem and they went to our building. phewft!

I was supposed to grill my marinated porkchop then I remembered my officements and I are going out for Indian food. So, I went back to bed trying to get a little more sleep.

Took the AM pills and went to work, took the stairs and had an apple for breakfast. Im soooo not in the mood into packing my food, thinking Ill be having a good lunch anyway.

Then, we didnt go out :((

3:00pm- I havent eaten anything yet. I cant think of a thing to eat. I dont want fast food. My stomach is telling me Im hungry. I should have made that grilled porkchop and had it with some lettuce and tomatoes...drool...

Its too hot outside.. Oh did I mention that I got a heat rash on my arms? Now Im afraid it will get worse if I go outside in that heat. My skin was never sensitive. I never had a problem with my skin (very low maintenance) and it is a cause of alarm if it gets an allergy or a rash because it means something strong must have irritated it. I got it after that Asian buffet day. Ive been out in this terrible heat for two days then. It reached 51°C the past few days, so i think my skin got the shock of its life.

But I put this cream from the derma i checked with last year and it seems to be subsiding. It couldnt have been the BP, if it was, then it should have happened earlier not on the 6th day.

3:32pm- Im hungry.........what to eat?.....errrr.....dooo deeee doooo... deym..not even Mcdo french fries seems appetizing.. :(( or baskin robbins' brownie fudge... those two things i can never say NO to, but i still dont feel like eating it.

3:37pm- WHAT TO EAT?!?!?! (now I sound like an Indian who is beginning to learn English). why is my mind telling me to have a Subway sandwhich?

Ive been busy these past few days that I kept on taking the green pills after the required "between 4-6pm". So busy.

I'll get something to eat after work, terrible, but I will! like a nice sandwhich or a meal. I had to get it outside or else I'll feel too lazy to prepare it at home and just read or sleep.

If that happens, then my big intestines could eat my small intestines. Cant blame them!